jierong.
he dint change lol.
at all.
he'll still leave me behind.
of cuz its ok lahs.
but i noe jielun wun even think abt that.

this is why he at most can only be my no. 7.
lol.....

songs!

haha...i tink im lame..but im desperate for nice songs!!!any one????

jus send me thro msn...haha...

i wan guns n roses songs too!!haha...actually...any nice songs will do!!!hahaha..thx!

ahha. jierong. i bet u are very puzzled why i went ytd. let me tell u all abt it!

it was his bday ytd. i wanted to give him sum chocolates..
but yea.. better not.
why did i go out with him?
despite so many friends asked me not to.
ok la.. his frineds kept urging me to go meet him ya la..
but my firneds dun like the idea.
(oo but lester nv ask me dun go.. he still "go la go la" tskk stupid boy)
well... simple. cuz i noe he needed me
and i never wanne be like him.
not in the past, not now, not in the future.
he wasnt alwyas there when i needed him.

i dun wanan be like him.
and though theres nothign between us,
i jzu wan him to be happi simply becus i care. but..
with him..
there seems to be a barrier between us.
its so awkward. we feel so much yet say so little ya?
though i duno wad he has to say but i do hope he's happi.
yuppies.

with him, i feel like im the baddie.
uh huh yesh la hes treated me like shit for sumtime...

but then... i also no need to like... keep on smsing lester bla blabla
then make him feel so blue mahs.. of cuz its nt on purpose la..
i jzu wnana let lester noe that even with nelson ,
he'll still alwyas be on my mind and im not letting dwn,
thats why i reply his messages. but its like..

i noe its making nelson super sad. esp on his bday. but wad can i do??
man im so sorry. very guilty.

i bet hes tinking why i have so much patience with lester but not with him...
haxhax u noe wad?
its good that nelson is seeing this becuse when i love sum1,
i dun show that person wad im doing for him. thats why lester doesnt know.
and nw that nelson see this, he should realise that i hav done alot alot for him too,
well, in the past of cuz.

wad ever he sees that im doing for lester,
its probably only about 1 % of wad i did for him in the past.
he juz dint noe it.
he juz dint noe it. hey hey hey wait. its not that i dn love lester enough k!!! its juz that the times that we've been together is like..
2 mths only? hw to accomplish so much?

ahahx... u noe jierong..
its funny hw he dare not look at me yet ask me to go out with him. hmm.
hav i changed?
why he dun dare look at me lei?
well we can still be friends ah?
yea la my feelings for him died completely but i stil wan the friendship ah.

though i was hurt but then i forgive him ah.. i jzu dun forget thats all. lol... ahahs...

all things happen for a reason... so.. to all out there.. u all muz make the right move. canot regret.. cuz wads done is done. there are things where no regrets can bring them back. jierong, ya? ahahx. =)

DARLINGS. lol

my sch letting 15 ppl go to india this dec holiday lei!! it'll be 3 weeks.. 650 bucks

IM SO EXCITED...

but.. should i go? wad if everything's different when im back?






im so worried

ahah I MISS U GUYS AGAIN.
so fast ya?
bet everyone studying hard for promos..

BUT WAD AM I DOING?
hey lets go kbox and pool and SENTOSA AGAIN =)

EHHH OR WE GO ZOO. i mean after our promos la
can can can?

i relai wanan go zooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... i miss the chicks.
ahahx. JIERONG, MAKE THEM GO WITH MEEEEEEEEE =)

jierong i miss u. =(
do u miss me? as in from the bottom of ur heart.

jielun i miss u too. lil woodstock.
bet u found new mates to irritate u liao.. ahahx...

daryl... reali hope ur happi now... i owe u so much... =( if i have a chance to go back to the past,i'll nv ever hurt u. im so sorry...

LISHAN. where u? that day i called u. and u nv pick up my phone!!! when u called me i was runnign mahs ahah so nv ans ur phone call.. so long nv see u loehs...

hmm KENNETH. lol u are stil SO CRAPPY. lol so how? got new gal liao or not? ahahx...

JAZ, mugging hard again. see u everyday but then u so careless alwyas injure ur leg lol!!!wahah i wanan luff at u lol. still remeber that time i hurt my leg then u and GEORGE come and find me lol. i sooooooo touched can...

JIAYING. =) ur getting prettier. loves.

where's ASTRID? soooo LONG nv see her. =(

lol go go abraham. jia you with ur pretty babe.

im leaving the others out.. becuse ive no idea wad happened to them lol.(bet george found new xiao mei mei to bluff)

ahha.. i think i very dui bu qi u all. remember that period when i counld't get over nel.. then all of u were there for me... it was a struggle ya? but u guys help me get by...esp jierong jielun jiaying jaz and, yea, daryl... thanks.. daryl... ahah...

now hes back again, and im nt even doing anything to shoo him away... is like... ahah all the efforts to FORGET him are wsted lorhs? ahahx but nvm la...
i canot bring myself to be cruel...

im jzu glad we are all healthy and kicking. lol

show u all sth from the newpaper lol.

"Two weeks ago, in this column, i wrote abt men begging their ex-gf to return to them.bascially, my pt was that begging may get you abt 15 bucks a day, but it wun bring ur ex gf back."ahahs."

Sigh, do i have to teach you guys everything? There are only three effective wats to win ur ex gf back. Pay attention.

1) Woo her all over again, as though she was totally a new gurl. Remember all the things that excite her and make her happy, and then do more than that. it will take more, because you already broke her heart once. Make her feel like you really want her again. but not with empty statements like" i miss you"

2) Kidnap her and lock her away for 10 yrs. It is a well known fact that victims eventually develop feelings for their captor. the downside of this is that if caught, you might end up as sumbody's gf in prison for life.

3)Top Forbes' list of SIngapore's 40 richest, If eric Khoo can do it, so can you."

so jierong.. go find urslef a gurl quickly, b4 u turn gay lol.

og outing!!!!

HEY GUYS!!!!!its OG OUTING!!!!...haha..reali miss u guys!!!dinner was great..but too bad some ppl(zoe jie lun jaz) were late...haha...so we only meet up at 810...and started eating at abt 830...abraham came at around...840???haha...meanwhile it was laughter and laughter!!!haha...keep making fun of sylvia!!haha...she was kenneth and jaz mum of the day..haha....soo funny...finished dinner at 930...haa..wanted to catch a movie...they wanted ghost game...but i dun wan...(scare mah)..haha...so we decided to go bball at nyjc...and it was cool!!!!though is dark...haha..keep laughing oso...but only me sam zoe jie lun kenneth played..jaz and syl were catching up at one corner...den we went to the "tua hui" stall..haha..and it was soOoOoOOO funny!!!!haha....cox jazreel called jia ying..who cant come for the outing...and kenneth was toking cock all the way...haha..imitate several artisits...like..ah du..zhou jie lun etc...HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA......so funny can!!!!we wanted to go over to her place to chit chat...but all of us were tired..so we went home instead..yea..dats all for today..haha...hope to see u guys soon!!!!!!here r the pics we took...